i always forget important things.

i just remembered that i should've let the doctor know today that i PAID FOR PRIVATE DRIVING LESSONS MYSELF and he said i was completely SAFE to drive. i was too damn pissed off at courage kenny to remember that.
i have an acupuncture appointment tomorrow. my cousin joe recommended it to me- since he's the only family member that seems to genuinely care about me to suggest other solutions for me to get rehab. he recommended it outta personal experience that actually helped.. UNLIKE amanda and my mom.. and the rest of my family who just takes advantage of my vulnerability, not even caring enough about me to look at other solutions because i've stayed in basically the SAME fuckin place my whole life.
then in the afternoon, i have an interview at some hotel that fredrick said it sounded familiar because he said he thought he'd taken me there before for an interview (i thought this hotel sounded familiar also). i hope they're interested in hiring me this time.